Can't Help... Falling

Hi.
Normally I've written my blogs during semester breaks, but since I've got so many internets to use, let's just not waste it aite?

"Some things aren't meant to be"
"For I can't help, falling in love with you"

It's still a wonder for me, how much do I have to face to forget you.
It's not something easy, you should know that. Heartache.
You don't know how long it takes for me to promise myself I'll find a better one.
I am suffering deeply, unlucky to be alone, no one to hear my love, only God knows.

What a fool I am, listening to love songs writing this one damn blog. I am hurt, my heart is super sad, your smile has been lingering in my eyes for so many times.

When you're not around, I thought I can enjoy myself, forgetting you. When our friends ask do I still crushing on you,

I am. I'm not gonna lie to you, I still am. It is tremendously hurt for me to admit this freakin' shit, but ain't gonna lie my head is super heavy.

I can't get you off my mind, can you just kill me? can you just make me hate you even more?

So now I realized, this is the karma I've been waiting for. You're my karma from all my past.